St\u0103team, t\u0103cut\u0103, pe-un scaun, \u00eentr-o sal\u0103 mare \u0219i impun\u0103toare. A\u0219 min\u021bi dac\u0103 a\u0219 spune c\u0103 eram atent\u0103 la ce se \u00eent\u00e2mpla \u00een jurul meu. Dou\u0103 fete minunate comentau un filmule\u021b despre o tehnic\u0103 de a \u00eenv\u0103\u021ba un copil diagnosticat cu autism s\u0103 \u00eencerce m\u00e2nc\u0103ruri noi. A\u0219 fi vrut s\u0103 fiu \u00een lumea mea roz, dar eram \u00eentr-o \u00eenc\u0103pere unde resim\u021beam \u00een stomac ni\u0219te energii grele \u0219i ni\u0219te suferin\u021be ad\u00e2nci. C\u0103ci a\u0219a func\u021bionez eu, simt oamenii din jurul meu. \u00cenc\u0103 nu \u0219tiu cum s\u0103 pun un zid de protec\u021bie \u00eentre mine \u0219i restul lumii. De fapt, \u00een teorie, \u0219tiu. E mai greu cu practica. Dar m\u0103 fac eu mare, o s\u0103 \u00eenv\u0103\u021b \u0219i asta…<\/p>\n
St\u0103team \u0219i m\u0103 g\u00e2ndeam, absent\u0103, cum o fi via\u021ba aia \u00een care trebuie s\u0103 \u00ee\u021bi \u00eenve\u021bi copilul s\u0103 simt\u0103 ceva. S\u0103 r\u00e2d\u0103. S\u0103 r\u0103spund\u0103 c\u00e2nd \u00eel strigi. S\u0103 se uite \u00een ochii t\u0103i. S\u0103 execute comenzi simple. Cum o fi via\u021ba unui astfel de p\u0103rinte? Pentru a nu-\u0219tiu-c\u00e2ta oar\u0103, \u00een ultimele dou\u0103 zile, am avut acela\u0219i g\u00e2nd de recuno\u0219tin\u021b\u0103 \u0219i mul\u021bumire c\u0103 mi-s s\u0103n\u0103to\u0219i copiii. Pentru a nu-\u0219tiu-c\u00e2ta oar\u0103 am sim\u021bit ner\u0103bdarea de a-i str\u00e2nge \u00een bra\u021be.<\/p>\n
Deodat\u0103, o m\u00e2n\u0103 micu\u021b\u0103 m-a atins, timid, pe bra\u021b. Am \u00eentors privirea. Ni\u0219te ochi juc\u0103u\u0219i \u0219i senini m-au privit.
\n– Bun\u0103, mi-a zis o feti\u021b\u0103 dr\u0103g\u0103la\u0219\u0103.
\n– Bun\u0103, i-am r\u0103spuns \u00een \u0219oapt\u0103, z\u00e2mbind.
\n– Eu sunt Bianca! Am \u0219ase ani \u0219i am un fr\u0103\u021bior geam\u0103n, care are autism. Uite, e \u0219i el acolo! Am venit s\u0103 \u00ee\u021bi mul\u021bumesc, pentru c\u0103 ai alergat \u0219i pentru c\u0103 ai str\u00e2ns bani ca s\u0103 \u00eel aju\u021bi pe fr\u0103\u021biorul meu…<\/p>\n
\u0218i mi s-a aruncat \u00een bra\u021be. O mog\u00e2ldea\u021b\u0103 mic\u0103 s-a lipit toat\u0103 de mine \u0219i m-a str\u00e2ns tare – tare \u00een bra\u021bele ei mici. \u0218i-atunci am vrut s\u0103 opresc pu\u021bin timpul. Am vrut ca to\u021bi copiii din lumea asta s\u0103 fie s\u0103n\u0103to\u0219i. Brusc, mi s-a f\u0103cut dor de adida\u0219ii mei de alergat, care zac \u00een debara de vreo lun\u0103, neatin\u0219i… Aveam nevoie de un declic. L-am tr\u0103it azi, \u00een bra\u021bele unei feti\u021be de 6 ani, c\u0103reia \u00eei multumesc. Ei \u0219i fr\u0103\u021biorului ei, care a stat mult timp la mine \u00een bra\u021be. \u0218i care \u00eemi lua m\u00e2inile \u0219i \u00eemi ar\u0103ta c\u0103 vrea s\u0103 fie m\u00e2ng\u00e2iat pe spate…<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
St\u0103team, t\u0103cut\u0103, pe-un scaun, \u00eentr-o sal\u0103 mare \u0219i impun\u0103toare. A\u0219 min\u021bi dac\u0103 a\u0219 spune c\u0103 eram atent\u0103 la ce se \u00eent\u00e2mpla \u00een jurul meu. Dou\u0103 fete minunate comentau un filmule\u021b despre o tehnic\u0103 de a \u00eenv\u0103\u021ba un copil diagnosticat cu autism s\u0103 \u00eencerce m\u00e2nc\u0103ruri noi. A\u0219 fi vrut s\u0103 fiu \u00een lumea mea roz, dar […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[33],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-40","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","category-ileana"],"yoast_head":"\n