{"id":58,"date":"2018-09-14T13:51:00","date_gmt":"2018-09-14T13:51:00","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/adamestii.ro\/index.php\/2018\/09\/14\/neputinta\/"},"modified":"2023-12-29T21:04:24","modified_gmt":"2023-12-29T21:04:24","slug":"neputinta","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/adamestii.ro\/index.php\/2018\/09\/14\/neputinta\/","title":{"rendered":"Neputin\u021b\u0103"},"content":{"rendered":"

NEPUT\u00cdN\u021a\u0102,<\/b> <\/span>neputin\u021be,<\/span> <\/span>s. f.<\/abbr> <\/span>1.<\/b> Faptul de a nu avea for\u021ba, posibilitatea, capacitatea, libertatea de a realiza ceva, de a ac\u021biona; incapacitate; imposibilitate.<\/span><\/i>
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\nAsta simt azi. Neputin\u021b\u0103. Nu am <\/span>for\u021ba, posibilitatea, capacitatea de a face fa\u021b\u0103 suferin\u021bei lor. Nu am cuvintele necesare. Eu, aia care are mereu cuvintele la ea, azi nu le-am avut. Nu am \u0219tiu ce sa \u00eei spun fiicei mele care mi-a scris pe wapp c\u0103 are o stare oribil\u0103, c\u0103 azi orice \u00eei aduce aminte de tati, c\u0103 nu poate s\u0103 duc\u0103 azi \u0219coala, c\u0103 \u00eei vine s\u0103 vomite \u0219i c\u0103 nu se poate ridica din pat s\u0103 fac\u0103 ceva, orice. I-am spus c\u0103 e normal\u0103, c\u0103 e firesc s\u0103 se simt\u0103 uneori a\u0219a. C\u0103 e dreptul ei s\u0103 pl\u00e2ng\u0103. S\u0103 \u00eel pl\u00e2ng\u0103. <\/span>
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\nA fost o s\u0103pt\u0103m\u00e2n\u0103 grea.<\/span>
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\nLuni ne-a fost dor. Un dor dureros \u0219i sf\u00e2\u0219ietor. M-am sim\u021bit dezn\u0103d\u0103jduit\u0103 c\u0103 nu am avut cui s\u0103 trimit poza cu Luca \u00een curtea liceului. Prima zi de liceu din via\u021ba lui. Am trimis-o prietenilor, dar nu am putut s\u0103 i-o trimit lui. \u0218i am pl\u00e2ns. <\/span>Ilinca a z\u0103cut toat\u0103 dup\u0103 amiaza \u0219i seara, dup\u0103 \u0219coal\u0103, pentru c\u0103 au fost \u00eentreba\u021bi cine provine din familii monoparentale. \u0218i s-a v\u0103zut nevoit\u0103 s\u0103 ridice \u0219i ea m\u00e2na… Nu am putut s\u0103 o \u00eembunez cu nimic. Nici macar sf\u00e2ntul shopping nu a reu\u0219it s\u0103 o conving\u0103 s\u0103 se dea jos de pe netflix. A fost ziua in care l-am ascultat pe tata pl\u00e2ng\u00e2nd, neputincios, la telefon fiindc\u0103 nu a \u0219tiut ce s\u0103 le spun\u0103 copiilor sa le alunge dorul si triste\u021bea. A fost ziua in care tata a ales s\u0103 fie al\u0103turi de Luca in curtea liceului, \u00een prima lui zi de scoala, asa cum a facut si in clasa \u00eent\u00e2i.<\/span>
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\nMar\u021bi am luat de la Starea Civil\u0103 certificatul de deces. Am v\u0103rsat lacrimi amare.  \u0218i le-am \u0219ters pe ale lui Luca. Pentru c\u0103 a completat un formular la \u0219coal\u0103 despre p\u0103rin\u021bi. \u0218i a scris \u00een dreptul numelui tat\u0103lui c\u0103 e decedat. <\/span>
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\nMiercuri am fost la Casa de pensii s\u0103 completez formulare pentru pensia de urma\u0219. \u0218i, \u00een timp ce scriam, am realizat c\u0103 \u00een urm\u0103 cu 21 de ani l-am cunoscut fix \u00een cl\u0103direa aia, la Radio Media. Si am fost la cimitir, unde m-a intampinat un fluture alb. Asa cum m-a intampinat si data trecuta. Si alta data. \u0218i am mai pl\u00e2ns un pic. \u0218i mi-a fost r\u0103u toat\u0103 ziua. M-am \u00eenviorat pe sear\u0103 c\u00e2nd mi-am dat seama c\u0103, totu\u0219i, ei au avut o zi mai bun\u0103 ca a mea. \u0218i am reu\u0219it s\u0103 z\u00e2mbesc ascult\u00e2nd impresiile lui Luca de la \u0219coal\u0103.  \u0218i v\u0103z\u00e2ndu-i bucuria cu care vorbea despre proful de istorie, care e genial. \u0218i ascult\u00e2ndu-i hohotele de r\u00e2s pe c\u00e2nd \u00eemi povestea c\u0103 a dat test ini\u021bial la muzic\u0103 \u0219i a \u0219tiut s\u0103 r\u0103spund\u0103 doar la 4 \u00eentreb\u0103ri din 9. <\/span>
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\nJoi a trecut cumva, din iner\u021bie. Am fost la prietenii no\u0219tri la mas\u0103, \u00eencerc\u00e2nd s\u0103 ne relu\u0103m rutina noastr\u0103. M-am \u00eemb\u0103tat cu ap\u0103 rece, v\u0103z\u00e2ndu-i c\u0103 reu\u0219esc s\u0103 z\u00e2mbeasc\u0103, pe alocuri. De\u0219i sim\u021beam c\u0103 urmeaz\u0103 ceva greu, sim\u021beam pl\u00e2nsul \u0219i dezn\u0103dejdea \u00een aer. Am ales totu\u0219i s\u0103 le ignor \u0219i s\u0103 las ziua de joi s\u0103 treac\u0103.<\/span>
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\nAzi e vineri. Vinerea neputin\u021bei. Vinerea lacrimilor \u0219iroaie. Vinerea \u00een care au pl\u00e2ns am\u00e2ndoi, singuri acas\u0103. Vinerea \u00een care m-am sim\u021bit incapabil\u0103. \u00cen imposibilitatea de a le alina dorul \u0219i suferin\u021ba…<\/span>
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\nM\u00e2ine e s\u00e2mb\u0103t\u0103. M\u00e2ine m\u00e2nc\u0103m pr\u0103jituri \u0219i oferim cadouri Simonei \u0219i lui Costi, pentru cei 11 ani de c\u00e2nd s-au c\u0103s\u0103torit. M\u00e2ine alegem s\u0103 ne bucur\u0103m cu ei \u0219i pentru ei, alegem s\u0103 mergem la tata \u00een vizit\u0103 \u0219i alegem s\u0103 ne bucur\u0103m de oameni pe care \u00eei iubim. M\u00e2ine e o nou\u0103 zi. <\/span><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

NEPUT\u00cdN\u021a\u0102, neputin\u021be, s. f. 1. Faptul de a nu avea for\u021ba, posibilitatea, capacitatea, libertatea de a realiza ceva, de a ac\u021biona; incapacitate; imposibilitate. Asta simt azi. Neputin\u021b\u0103. Nu am for\u021ba, posibilitatea, capacitatea de a face fa\u021b\u0103 suferin\u021bei lor. Nu am cuvintele necesare. Eu, aia care are mereu cuvintele la ea, azi nu le-am avut. Nu am \u0219tiu ce sa \u00eei […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[35],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-58","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","category-life-goes-on"],"yoast_head":"\nNeputin\u021b\u0103 - Adame\u015ftii.ro<\/title>\n<meta name=\"robots\" content=\"index, follow, max-snippet:-1, max-image-preview:large, max-video-preview:-1\" \/>\n<link rel=\"canonical\" href=\"https:\/\/adamestii.ro\/index.php\/2018\/09\/14\/neputinta\/\" \/>\n<meta property=\"og:locale\" content=\"en_US\" \/>\n<meta property=\"og:type\" content=\"article\" \/>\n<meta property=\"og:title\" content=\"Neputin\u021b\u0103 - Adame\u015ftii.ro\" \/>\n<meta property=\"og:description\" content=\"NEPUT\u00cdN\u021a\u0102, neputin\u021be, s. f. 1. Faptul de a nu avea for\u021ba, posibilitatea, capacitatea, libertatea de a realiza ceva, de a ac\u021biona; incapacitate; imposibilitate. 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