{"id":60,"date":"2018-08-27T16:13:00","date_gmt":"2018-08-27T16:13:00","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/adamestii.ro\/index.php\/2018\/08\/27\/caruselul-cu-emotii\/"},"modified":"2023-12-29T21:05:26","modified_gmt":"2023-12-29T21:05:26","slug":"caruselul-cu-emotii","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/adamestii.ro\/index.php\/2018\/08\/27\/caruselul-cu-emotii\/","title":{"rendered":"Caruselul cu emo\u021bii"},"content":{"rendered":"

Mi se pare c\u0103 fiecare zi este, de fapt, o plimbare \u00eentr-un carusel. Acum sunt sus, acum sunt jos. R\u00e2d si \u00een urmatoarea secund\u0103 mi-s ochii plini de lacrimi. De dor. De durere. De frustrare. \u00cen fiecare zi scriu scrisori \u00een g\u00e2nd.  As vrea sa le a\u0219tern pe toate aici. Nu reusesc. Uneori nici nu vreau. Vreau sa r\u0103m\u00e2n\u0103 doar ale mele. Le tin aproape de sufletul meu si at\u00e2t. De sufletul meu ciuntit. Am senzatia, uneori, ca merg pe un fir sub\u021bire de a\u021b\u0103.  E suficient sa sufle cineva mai tare pe l\u00e2ng\u0103 mine, m\u0103 clatin \u0219i cad. Cumva, reusesc sa m\u0103 ridic. M\u0103 scutur si pornesc mai departe. Merg mai departe. Mergem mai departe. Noi trei mergem mai departe.<\/p>\n

Stau pe malul m\u0103rii, departe de lume, ascult valurile si \u00eencerc s\u0103 \u00een\u021beleg unde s-a dus bucuria re\u00eent\u00e2lnirii mele cu marea. Marea mea iubit\u0103. Cu c\u00e2t dor si drag alergam an de an c\u0103tre ea! Azi nu. Azi, niciunul dintre noi nu s-a mai gr\u0103bit s\u0103 vin\u0103 s\u0103 o vad\u0103. De fapt, azi dupa amiaza doar eu am venit sa o vad, ei doi au ales s\u0103 nu vin\u0103. Sunt oameni, au dreptul s\u0103 aleag\u0103. Mereu le dau posibilitatea sa o faca. Fiindc\u0103 \u00eei iubesc si \u00eei respect in aceea\u0219i masura.<\/p>\n

Drumul de azi mi-a fost greu, cu oftaturi dese, g\u00e2nduri multe si o gheara in suflet. Am trecut printre eoliene, am sters lacrimi siroaie de pe obraji si am continuat s\u0103 conduc. Am refuzat s\u0103 m\u0103 opresc din condus. Refuz sa ma opresc, merg \u00eenainte, e singura directie buna.<\/p>\n

 Si totusi desear\u0103, la culcare, am sa adorm cu chipul lui Luca in fata ochilor. Plimbarea cu vaporasul c\u0103tre Sulina i-a adus atat de multa fericire pe chip cum demult nu mi-a mai fost dat sa vad. Azi, fiul meu a fost fericit. Ilinca mi-a \u0219optit c\u0103 nu-\u0219i aduce aminte cand l-a vazut ultima oar\u0103 at\u00e2t de fericit.<\/p>\n

M\u00e2ine e ziua mea. Nu simt nevoia sa o serbez nicicum. Am dreptul s\u0103 aleg s\u0103 nu o serbez. De-abia, de-abia am primit un cadou de la oamenii mei dragi. Un portofel roz, care sa-mi aminteasc\u0103 de lumea mea roz in care obisnuiam sa traiesc. Poate ca, \u00eentr-o zi, lumea mea va fi roz din nou…<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Mi se pare c\u0103 fiecare zi este, de fapt, o plimbare \u00eentr-un carusel. Acum sunt sus, acum sunt jos. R\u00e2d si \u00een urmatoarea secund\u0103 mi-s ochii plini de lacrimi. De dor. De durere. De frustrare. \u00cen fiecare zi scriu scrisori \u00een g\u00e2nd.  As vrea sa le a\u0219tern pe toate aici. Nu reusesc. 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